Tremble mortals, and despair! Angtao has come to this world!

Ugh. I swear that I am so not going to buy a NVIDIA Geforce 7 series card ever again. Having checked the NVIDIA forums, I found out that most people using the 7 series had failing memory. W T F? What is NVIDIA smoking? From what I read, they were using Samsung manufactured RAMs and it's causing all these shitty problems to people. I even have graphic glitches when I click on my start menu. ZED ZED ZED. Luckily, my motherboard comes with another a display card good enough to sustain Warcraft 3. I'm currently waiting for an email from PLE computers (that's the name of the computer shop) so that I can go back and return this shit and get a new one, and HOPEFULLY I get no shitty RAMs this time. Really, I feel like swearing like Rockson now.

KNNBCCBPCB!

Anyway, aside from that, life's been relatively ok for me, unless you factor in how boring Perth is, and how slow things move here. My brother got baptized on Sunday, and he was talking on stage about how he used to beat up HIS BROTHER (YES, ME, I USED TO GET BEATEN UP A LOT) and yada yada. Forgot to call my Mom on Sunday though... was Mother's Day and I didn't call. =( I feel guilty now. Haha.

Test on Tuesday! Uni = Boring.

I had a totally weird dream yesterday. I dreamt about Ying, and that was totally random. Why the hell would I dream about someone in Singapore that I had only met once? Lol. I mean, she's hot and all, but there's no reason for me to dream about her. Not to mention that she already has a boyfriend, and they had been together for 3 years. Another weird thing is today I went on Battle.net with my friend and all of a sudden Ying pops up. I sense a distrubance in the force. AMG.

Anyway, the 3 of us played some really random games like tower defence and such. Seems like she's doing well, and she was asking when I'm gonna go down to Singapore again. Hopefully I do not fail any subs then I get to go back early and visit my friends. Bwahahahaha. I had 2 tests last week, both on Friday. Ugh, and I have another one on Tuesday, and an assignment due. Uni is just so fun, I love Uni life. =)

I went to a workshop in Subiaco Church last week I think. I'm not really sure when, but who cares? =D We were supposed to sign up for 2 outta 5 of those workshops. They were short ones, just to introduce people to whatever they registered to. Since I am new to everything in terms of Christianity, I just registered for Christianity 101 and Faith vs Works. Faith vs Works was full of blurry things. I had no idea what he was talking about. Well actually I understood, but I'm just too ignorant to remember anything. =)

Christianity 101 was fun, mainly because there were only 3 of us. LOL. Arthur and Wan Ying were there, and Arthur was only there because he was supposed to help Pastor Max out. Max reminds me of Dave, like father like son eh? Max gave out free Bibles and a book called 'Seeing and Savouring Jesus Christ". I was busy reading the Bible, Arthur busy eating candy, and Wan Ying busy asking Pastor Max questions. Really, the Bible is like a big story book, but once I got home I just put it on my table and I have not read it since. =( I feel guilty now. Lol.

Eh. Been rather lazy lately. Not to mention I was busy during the Easter break. Haha. Went sight-seeing, BBQ, yada yada...

Anyway, I'm posting today after watching TMNT. Was a meh movie... could be better if they didn't rush things through. It was only a 1 hour and 28 minute movie. Sigh.

Rating? 7 outta 10.

One of the most hilarious conversations I had on msn, I was chatting with my cousin who's in Sydney now. He just finished cooking chicken nuggets.

Adrian says: nuggets here taste diff
Adrian says: zzz
Chicken says: hahahah
Chicken says: how diff
Adrian says: very salty
Chicken says: hahahahahahahaha
Chicken says: good lah
Adrian says: then the ketchup too sour...
Chicken says: ROFL
Chicken says: dun use ketchup lah
Adrian says: too salty
Adrian says: lah
Chicken says: Zzz
Chicken says: drink more water
Chicken says: Lah
Adrian says: have to use to counter
Chicken says: counter what lah, buy chilli lah
Adrian says: but now too salty and sour
Adrian says: zzz
Chicken says: hahahahah
Chicken says: die lah
Chicken says: dun need eat lah you

After some time...

Adrian says: WAH.... DAMN HARD TO EAT LEH
Chicken says: ROFL
Chicken says: HAHAHAHAHA
Chicken says: DUN EAT LAH
Adrian says: WALAU.. EAT ALSO STRESSSSSS
Adrian says: ZZZZ
Adrian says: CANNOT WASTE
Chicken says: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAI
Chicken says: AHDSAFH;ASDLKFJA;SLKDJF;ALKSJDF;KLASJDF
Chicken says: stress what lah
Adrian says: tormenting myself lah
Adrian says: zzz
Adrian says: walau.. bloody food
Chicken says: just stuff the thing into your mouth lah
Adrian says: tooo sour lah...
Adrian says: then salty again
Adrian says: zzzzzz

After that...

Adrian says: FINALLY STUFFED THE LAST PIECE INTO MY MOUTH LIAO
Adrian says: CHEWING NOW
Adrian says: ...
Adrian says: ...
Adrian says: ...
Chicken says: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Adrian says: CHEWING COMPLETED
Adrian says: .
Chicken says: HAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAH
Chicken says: shit wei i gonna put this in my blog

That was blardy hilarious, eating also so stress... HAHAHAHAH.

Eh, my Internet quota is up for now, lazy to blog coz it loads damn long. I just posted this coz I think it's too funny to pass up. =)

AMG~~ It was a blur Sunday for me. =( Conversation on previous day!

Ben    : Eh, how you going Church tomorrow?
Me     : Me thinks me gonna go with my bro.
Ben    : Ah oggie.

Another conversation on the same day.

Bro     : How you going Church? Going with me or Ben?
Me      : What time you going?
Bro     : Might be going earlier, need to pick up Crystal etc etc.
Me      : Then imma go with Ben-zor!
Bro     : Ok.

Then I forgot to tell Ben that I'm following him. Woke up with the whole house empty. O_o Rofl, I'm so blur nowadays, =( BHWAHAHAHAHA!

Here's another conversation after Ben came back from Church. He bought 2 sets from the Chicken Treat (It's a restaurant for those people who don't know) coz he thought he would be able to finish it, ended up he couldn't so I had lunch whhehheheheeh. So anyway, here's our conversation.

Ben    : (Sees me SMS-ing YET again) Your brother? (I shook mah head) Your cousin? (Same response) Yilin? (Nod)
Ben    : Eh... You like Yilin ah?
Me     : (ZOMG What a random question.) Eh, why suddenly ask weird question?
Ben    : Coz you two look like very close mah.
Me     : (I have a O_o face on me now.) Close so?
Ben    : Nah I think she likes you.
Me     : Orly? (It means Oh really for those who doesn't understand.)
Ben    : So what's your take on it?
Me     : (Shrugs.) Close friends I guess... Not gonna rush anything anyway...
Ben    : Oh... just telling you...

Meh... It's not like I'm in a rush to get a girlfriend or something. Rushing is bad! Experienced that before. =) B'sides, that's my take on the situation, dunno how she feels about it also.

And yes Yilin, I know you don't like it when Ben does this. Hahahaha. Most if not all of the OCFers are like this, so might as well just bear with it. =)

Went to the beach with my brother and others. Had a very relaxing walk, but then after dinner we went for coffee. I had Iced Mocha with a full stomach, and that was totally too much for me. Caffeine and glucose, AMG! Feeling so hyper now.

I'm updating because Yilin kept pestering me to go blog!
I'm updating because Yilin kept pestering me to go blog!
I'm updating because Yilin kept pestering me to go blog!
I'm updating because Yilin kept pestering me to go blog!
I'm updating because Yilin kept pestering me to go blog!
Hahaha... Just joking. =)

*Blur-ness*
I got plagued by blur-ness today. I was playing games and I got kinda bored so was spacing out. I don't know why though, but I suddenly forgot whether I had taken my bath. Geez. That was weird and random. Even more so, I was typing weird stuff on my msn, I mean I was chatting to someone but I somehow or rather would suddenly type some random weird stuff that is irrelevant to what I was talking about previously. O_o

Mom called the other day and we had a rather long chat. We were just discussing about normal stuff until we talked about Chin Wee. Then Mom suddenly told me, "Eh, you better don't get a girlfriend so early." O_O That was so RANDOM. She said I would be spending too much money and time on her and would not be studying. -__-

Going to have pot bless or something tomorrow during the OCF meeting. =) My group is supposed to prepare dessert... But Dave said since my group was kinda new there, we can get off without preparing anything yay! Gonna meet up with Yilin tomorrow at 12. Hopefully Sally (My Law Lecturer) would let my class off early.

Skyline GT-R R36! Nah, the new look doesn't look like a Skyline... Really.






They still have the trademark round backlights though!






This is the car that made Yilin go KAWAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! Lol. It's called an Outspan Orange Mini. As in orange the fruit? Hahahaha.

Can't sleep until I get this outta my head.

Was chatting with Yilin and her nick had a comment, which said "Why is it so hard to forget you? Tell me why!" I asked her what's wrong, she was kinda reluctant to say in the beginning, probably because she just got to know me not long ago... Anyway, she told me she likes a guy, who is currently still in Singapore. She's been liking this guy since she was 15. She also told me the first reason she liked him was because he plays the guitar.

That particular conversation made me think about this... QUESTION. Why do girls always like these kind of guys? I'm not saying that the guy Yilin likes is not nice or anything... But why do guys, the so called "cool" bunch always gets the girls? I mean, I'm not ranting about this because I don't get to go out or anything, but I have 3 friends, Yasmine, Lipin and Debbie who are having relationship problems. All the three guys are somewhat simliar in my eyes... guys that just want to have a relationship for the sake of having a relationship. Yasmine's always confused... I've already told her to break up since dunno how many years ago... and she still refuses. Come on, a guy who doesn't really care about your feelings, why would you even bother seeing him? Same goes with Lipin and Debbie. Sometimes I wonder is it because these guys always look so nice while dating... but a totally different person once the relationship gets deeper?

Bleh, if you ask me, these guys should be shot dead. Guys who care, guys who are there when you are down, guys who don't want you to feel upset, guys who would do so much just to see you happy, these guys are well, *shrug* just put aside. I'm starting to have a feeling that maybe these guys aren't "cool" at all. Because they care too much. It's pissing me off, guys who don't deserve anything, are getting everything. Most guys anyway.

I remember a couple of years ago... my mother suspected my father of cheating. And in the end, it was true. Mom wanted a divorce, and she talked to me about it... I said... better not... maybe I should have told my Mom do what she thinks is best for herself. Life was not good for her after that. Sometimes I regret what I told her.

Same with failing Data Management in College. Same with failing when studying in UTS. The effects of breaking up with Irene took its toll... Even long after we broke up. I regret making Mom unhappy... I regret making her worry about my studies... sigh.

Remembering what happened still makes me sad... and sometimes it makes my eyes water. Even when I know I should not, even when I already told myself that I would not. I guess I am just that... an emotionally sensitive person.

I've been telling myself that I will bury all of these past events into the very depths of my heart. Learn from them, and not look back.

And I guess I will.

It's 5.44am in the morning and I can't sleep because I'm afraid of waking up late for class. Sigh... Haha... Anyway, the first day of Uni was ok, got to know a few people from Malaysia, and others. Walked Stephanie home because she doesn't even have a clue where she stays, but Ben saw me and the usual happened la... Went home with him cakap banyak. Don't understand why people take it like it's a biggie. Lol. They claim they are teasing... but still... what's there to tease? O_o

Had a long chat with Yilin about my books, and me thinks I can get most of books from her at good prices! Lucky for me. =) Everything is going well for me here, only that mister Benjamin likes to call me romeo, just because I know girls. I'm like... puhleezeeeeeeeeee... It kinda gets irritating after sometime... sigh...

We went out for bubble tea quite late at night... around 10pm I think. The bubble tea was ok, but the main problem I had was that everything I ordered seemed to be out of stock or something. I had to order 3 times before they had something for me. I ended up ordering original milk tea, and it was like, normal milk tea with the sago. Aiyo... what a waste... Hearing Jay Chou's song reminds me of Irene somehow... I remember singing "Qing Tian" in a karaoke I went to with her last time... We already broke up at that time... Just that I thought I would still wait for her at that time... Haha... thinking back, I think I was rather stupid... I remember that she sang "Our Story" by some band... I don't remember the band's name... sad stories... heh...

Hello peeps! My classes start at 8.30am on Tuesday and it ends at 5.30pm. =( I'm gonna update now just in case I get too tired or too lazy to update. =)

Sunday happenings!
After numerous persuasions from Ben to go to church on Sunday morning, I decided to just go and see how things go. We set off at around 9.55am I think. We went around picking up Ben's friend, Wan Ying (I think that's how you spell her name, I don't really remember... I'm bad at remembering names) and arrived at church at around 10.25am? Not really sure... Anyways, when we got there we saw David, David Grieg that is. Man, there's so many Davids, Esthers and Lisas here that it gets confusing. Had a short chat with him as he had to go off somewhere. So we went into church and there were already a whole bunch people there. I think we arrived just in time, or else we had to go around looking for chairs haha!

They sang and had games for kids. Singing is starting to feel common to me, but seriously though, I never really knew what songs they sang last time. I used to think they do things like choir or something, which would sound absurdly boring. Haha... I guess I was wrong! Apparently every church is different so they play different songs. So happen this church (actually it has a name, but I don't really know how to spell it or pronounce it, so let's just leave it be just in case I get it wrong =X) is more into country/hip songs. Makes you feel relaxed and pumped up at the same time. Lol. After around 1 hour of that, someone came on to preach on how we should speak. I don't really know how to summarize it, my English has been going downhill for some time now, and I really need to read up more books. Sigh. Unfortunately, I slept quite late the previous day... at around 4am. So I kinda dozed off when the person was preaching. =( I feel so guilty now. Haha... Ben was like how did you like the speech. I was like... I dozed off. And he said yes he noticed. Man... Since you already knew I was dozing off did you have to ask that question... Hahahaha...

Church ended at around 12.30pm. We hanged out in church chatting with people and stuff. Lindy introduced me to her sister Lindsy(? at spelling). Most other that knew my brother were like, took a look at me, and go, "Oh, you are Chin Wee's brother right?" GAWD! How I wish I was known as myself and not my brother's brother. Hahaha... Lindy told me that used to happen to her until she decided to be louder than her sister. So nowadays people look at Lindsy and know her as Lindy's sister. Rofl. Maybe I should do that too. =X But I don't do things like that in front of people that I don't really know. Sigh... Back in Malaysia I'll just go do crazy stuff... Heh, you guys know how I was. Haha.

We left church at around 1pm, and went to Lito for food. Lito is this Vietnamese or Cantonese looking restaurant. Had roasted duck noodle. The roasted duck was DELICIOUS! It was salty enough, but not too salty. If my brother was eating it he'll go all THAT'S NOT HEALTHY NO NO KEEP THAT AWAY FROM ME mode. Bleh. And he keeps telling me to eat healthy. I'm telling you, I won't get to eat good food while he's around. AHAHAHAH! After lunch we decided to go for Bubble Tea. YAY! The weather was so excruciatingly hot, so I ordered a large one. It was good, only a bit sour. =\

Went home after that. When we actually reached home it was already like 4pm. Just used up half of the day. Heh.

Monday!
Nothing much on this day. Just that I went to Uni with Ben, coz he wanted me to accompany him. It was DAMN HOT again, but the weather forecast says it'll be even hotter the next few days. I'm dead. =( We went to the library to see whether there were any of the OCF people there. And so there were. Esther and Arthur were doing some scheduling for OCF stuff, so I just sat down and had a chat with them while Ben went to get his enrollment stuff done. After sometime, Esther suggested to go for a drink. While we sat down and sipped our bottles of tea, she and Arthur started to ask me stuff, actually it was more like an interrogation. Haha. They were asking me stuff about whether I had previous relationships and what not. I swear that if Ben's friend didn't appear that time it would had been worse. Lol. Luckily they just got a name outta me. And it was Irene's. Ahahah. Stupid of me though. I was like "Guess her name." Esther says it's hard to guess without a clue, so I just said it starts with I. And Arthur immediately said Irene. At that moment I realized that there weren't that many names that starts with I anyway. So basically I just let the cat outta the bag. Haha...

There was a BBQ at Lindy's house at night. Patrick came to fetch me at 6pm and we went to get some drinks for the BBQ before going to Lindy's place. The food was good, but it was kinda awkward there... All the Lau Kias... Lol. Most if not all of them are my brother's batch, meaning they are around 23 or older. =X Only Sammy was 21. Haha. Kinda odd sitting there, listening to them talk. Lindy's dog was kinda licky, but not as licky as Ying's dog. Baggy was like a crazed licking machine. He would even lick your leg while you were asleep. Lol.

Muse - Starlight

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

But I'll never let you go
If you promised not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
I just wanted to hold